I think I've caught it! The flu? A cold? Nope. Baby fever.
I've always gone back and forth on the kids subject. To procreate, or not? I would like to think my feelings go much deeper than just something little to dress up ... but let's be honest.
I'm only kidding.
Lately I find myself wanting to have children more and more. Each time I go to a baby shower or visit a friend in the hospital right after they give birth, it makes me sad. I don't know if it's jealousy or what. There's something so hard in seeing every single friend you have get everything they want and not having it. I'm happy for my friends, genuinely so. It's just so bittersweet.
I know my time will come, it will come when things are right. I strongly believe that.
